I am currently in some sort of chemotherapy side effect hell. Is it possible this is what hell is like? If so, 'checking out' of this fucked up world we live in, is NOT an option.
I mean, I don't even have the desire to drink!!! What is this?!?!? What does this mean?!?! Something is definitely wrong here. I almost didn't make it to the "3rd wedding" party yesterday, but somehow outlasted most people, you know who you are, *wink*. A glimmer of hope maybe?
In the words of Chumbawamba:
"I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down
I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to keep me down"
(Oh, 1997..............)
Dear Cancer,
I WILL win.....every time.
Love, Carla
